Falling for you over and over…
There goes that feeling again. Every day it only gets worse… I don’t know babe, I feel so lonely without you. I can’t help but think about how hard it is living without you, my love, my best friend, my everything. I want you back so badly. There’s no one that can make this feel better but you. I need you so much… I remember how you would always fight for me when I was ready to walk out. You always were there telling me not to go. I remember one particular argument, I walked half way down the hill by your house ready to walk home. You grabbed me and teared up saying, “You’re the only thing I have that is solid in my life babe. I need you, please stay with me. Everyone left me. No one cares for me like you do, so please just stay with me.” You broke my heart with your words that night. I couldn’t say anything, you left me speechless. I never felt so needed in my life before. You fought for me, in every situation. I remember our last argument… We got into a real bad fight and I was ready to just go home and stay away from you. I started crying uncontrollably and went in the other room. I didn’t want to be around you anymore, I hated you so much for the words you said to me that night but you came right into the room and waited for me to stop crying.. you told me, “I’m sorry love, I don’t why I say the things I do. I don’t even know what I’m saying.” I went to you, hugged you. You looked up at me from where you were sitting and frowned. You said, “Baby don’t ever leave me,” while a tear ran down your cheek. I just nodded and we stayed there for what seems forever. You just holding me and I was holding you. We went to bed so happy that night. The day went from horrible to amazing because we realized how much we cared for each other no matter what was being said in anger. That night we looked at each other until we finally went to sleep. From that day on, we haven’t had a single argument, not even a small one. I can’t believe you left me babe. :’(
